"I Am" - Christina Aguilera I used my shuffle mode and nothing. I browsed, thought, rummaged, pulled my hair, reminisced, googled, spaced out, paced back and forth, but couldn't find anything I knew of already to write about. And so, I found something new. I feel like this song should be in a play or on a soundtrack from a cheesy, but beautiful movie like Neverending Story . It reminds me of a fairytale. I never heard this song until now and now that I found it, it describes everything that I am. I am... anxious, overly dramatic, always right, pessimistic, full of warmth, pouty, stubborn, creative, an insomniac, hopeful, worn out, caring, curious, contemplative, drowning in thought, powerful, dependent, seeking, in wonderment, colorful, trapped, withdrawn, lost, craving winter, wanting everything for nothing, a soft punch to the shoulder, a hard kick in the balls, a pen and paper, an argument, a workaholic, still learning, vast, a multi-tasker, tidy, particular, willing, ...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.