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Self-Control

"Lighters" - Eminem feat. Bruno Mars & Royce Da 5'9" I disappeared on purpose. I wasn't running away. I just didn't want to be here and risk letting my heart beat out my common sense. Not again. Not after all that's happened. And it was good to be in a place where no one judged me; where sins are smiled upon and where I'd probably stick out like a sore thumb if I tried to follow the rules when there really isn't any. Not to say that I "let myself go" (I think you did enough of that for the both of us), but to let go of what I can no longer change. During my mini-journey, this song played constantly. I heard it way before it came on the radio, but it came at me with a vengeance this weekend. It didn't hurt to hear it so I surrendered to it and allowed the chorus to take over me. I felt the white flag drape over my mind and cleanse me. And when it was lifted, I came to my senses. I kept thinking about how terribly awful these last ...