"You're Ex-Lover Is Dead" - Stars Yes, I finally put this song up. I can't believe it's been over 3-months since I first heard it. I kept coming back to it, but didn't know where to begin. I didn't know what it all meant so I left it alone until you mentioned it a week ago. I still feel kinda weird to say that we actually talked then, but I'm not sure in what way yet so I thought now would be the best time as any to write about it (just in case I get mad or sad later and it kills my mood). Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I just ignored your text like I did a month ago or rejected your blocked call completely out of habit? I was waiting for the lectures from my side when I told them how long our conversation lasted. I was waiting for the 20 questions, the "you should've, you could've's," but surprisingly, the most I got was a forced smile. And the funny thing is I'm actually really glad I answered the phone. I...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.