"Last Dance" - Donna Summer I'm here again Dear Blog, but I'm not really sure where "here" is anymore. I wish I had an epiphany where everything just made sense and I knew what to do so that I won't get hurt, disappointed, frustrated, careless, and clueless. I wish I could be in the mindset where I don't mistaken a whirlwind of emotions to be a bad thing and give it time to settle before popping in a couple of Advils. I wish that when someone says, "I'll take care of it...of you," that I could truly believe that this will actually happen for the long run... maybe even after then . I wish I could believe that there's weight in their words and that the excitement of having this staring at me in the face is all I could...I would focus on. But I'm just shell-shocked all over again. It's only been a few days. Then again it's been years... It's like we're still kids, but we're all grown up. We've changed....
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.