"If Only" - Tiffany This holiday season is going to be harder than I ever imagined it would be. Not because I'm technically alone, but because I never thought I'd be here again. And ya, it's not difficult to find a temporary someone, a warm body to fill the void. I realized just how easy early on. But it's definitely not the same. You can be near someone, hold their hands, even kiss them. You can let them into you physically, but they'll never be what you expect them to be emotionally. The feeling of euphoria... the butterflies in my stomach from a single glance can only go so far. The feeling of nostalgia from flirting with an ex because I can and no one has any ties on me to tell me otherwise, can take me to a such a high point and bring me down just as quickly. Guess that's why an ex is an ex in the first place. So, no I probably won't take the offer after all. I doubt it's still on the table for me to take anyway. The problem is I need my...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.