"Funeral" - Band of Horses I understand, but I don't. It's better this way, but it's not. You're right. So right, but so very wrong. Why let common sense come back to you now? It frustrates me that you didn't listen to it then. I know. I get it. I got it faster than you ever did. Yet sitting across from you with this feeling of not really knowing you; a feeling of wanting to help you and at the same time hating you for what you've allowed yourself to become, ate at me. And I lost my appetite. I'm dying here. I'm struggling with myself. I want to walk away. We walked away. It's done. So why doesn't it feel done? Something was missing. Maybe I'm thinking too much into this as I always do. Maybe it's only because you have someone to fall back on that it's somehow ok for you to fall. But you'll break eventually, if you haven't already... so leave them be. They shouldn't get from you what you should've given me. I...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.