"Gray or Blue" - Jaymay No, June Gloom, no. Don't you do it. Please don't go. I need my winter right now. I need darkness. I want my clouds. I want the gray. This stupid sun isn't friendly and I've been hiding from it all day. I don't want it to beat down. I want to delay this perky summer bullsh*t from coming around. So, please June, not yet. Give me some time and let this awful sun set. I want to feel the chilly weather, wear a sweater, and not even bother. It helps me cope and makes me smile. I just don't want to deal with this painful denial... that there's more sunny days ahead... So I'd rather stay in bed. With a hot cup of tea full of foamy milk on top. Whipped by yours truly pretending that it's not too warm to drink this yummy goodness to make me feel fine. So please more dark blue and less sunshine. I want to do away with this season. I need more reasons to get up and conquer the world because I'm a tired, moody gray/blue ...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.