"Lean on Me" - Bill Withers Here's the thing. It's been brought to my attention numerous times just how much of an Indian Giver I can be and I often embraced this about me because I felt I deserve to get back just as much I gave out. I've been brought up to take care of people more than me, but I missed something. I always expected something in return, which is why I often got disappointed. I extended myself hoping that someone could do the same, but it was too far for them to reach. I never thought that if they could do it, then they probably would've done it for themselves. I made them feel inferior for accepting my help because they couldn't live up to what I could do. I saw this as a weakness and threw it back in their faces. Numerous times. This was never my intention, but it was what I did. It was how I was and how people saw me. Unfortunately, I also have a bit more to learn. Most people are aware of what I've done and are hoping to one day pay...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.