"Almost Lover" - A Fine Frenzy Hey, I had my first date yesterday. I'm pretty sure you don't care to know, but I'll tell you anyway. Maybe it hurts you. Maybe hurt is beyond what you can feel right now. Maybe you're fooling yourself. Maybe you're not. But it's not about you here. It's about me. Finally. And let me tell you that I haven't enjoyed myself this much in a long time. No, I didn't find Mr. Perfect. I'm not looking for him anymore. But I have to admit it was nice not having to plan, pay, and be the one to take care of someone even when they don't want to be taken care of. Oh, he has flaws. You have plenty. But it's not about that. It should've never been about that with you. We sat, chat, ate, laughed, smiled, and laughed some more. And it wasn't one of those "we're laughing because we're nervous or laughing to be polite." It was genuine and it's been hard to face this reality that another ...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.