"Give Me A Reason To Love You" - Portishead I'm in this mess whether I want to be in it or not. I need a damn distraction, but the bastard is being a b*tch and is on a hiatus again. How the hell am I supposed to prevent myself from doing something stupid if I'm not doing something stupid already? So, what gives huh? I'm dancing on this ice, gracefully. Missed a few steps here and there, but so far no cracks. At least none that I can see. And even if it breaks, it's nothing I haven't seen before. It's actually pretty and I fell in more times than I can count. Yes, I've learned my lesson, but it doesn't mean I don't like intentionally making mistakes. It's the imperfections that make it good. And hey, maybe the cold sensation is worth the risk in the end. But at least let it build some heat first before it melts. Hrumph! Don't get all educated on me now. Smart is no fun if it's only with one. And playing dumb is so much more exci...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.