"Anything, Anything" - Dramarama I'm pissed the f@ck off right about now. I wanna hit something and I wanna hit it hard! I wanna pick and choose an ex and break their hearts as much as they broke mine. I wanna take their empty promises, half-ass apologies, bullsh*t "It's not you, it's me's" and "I love you's" and ball 'em up together and dump it down a garbage disposal. I wanna take their written words, greeting cards, pictures of moments soon to be forgotten and light 'em up! I wanna be a Tangerine and erase these f@ckin' memories. I wanna take all these "It'll be alright's" and "It'll get better with time's" and shove it down peoples' throats. I wanna throw up. I wanna fall asleep forever. I wanna scream until my own shrill makes me deaf. I wanna kick and punch and draw blood. I wanna fight. I wanna cry (something I seem to do so f@ckin' well). I wanna vent, but to ...
A song pops up in my head in bed, carrying with it a memory that may not always be described in words. So the music in it of itself allows me to tell my stories. This is my writer's pen. This is my '3' and my 'M'. This is my passion in life; my blog; my light and though it may occasionally lose its shine, it will never completely leave me in the dark.