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"I Feel Bad" - Rascal Flatts
















Sigh...it's been one hell of a weekend dear blog. I wish I could have kept you up-to-date so one entry would follow another (as promised), but as usual I tend to say things and not follow through with them when it comes to doing things for myself. Needless to say, I'm slowly coming back from Writer's Hell and realizing that if I don't spend a little time everyday doing what I love than the only one left to blame is me. So, why this song?

A lot has happened in the last 24-hours...well, in the last year really...that it almost feels like this song picked me. I'm in the brink of losing something that means everything to me. No one died, but it feels like a part of me is going to soon. Sadly, it may actually be a good thing for at least 2 people directly involved. Being a Gemini, you'd think that I'd be ok with change especially since I'm pretty much wired to it according to the stars. Honestly, I don't ever seek change. Somehow, some way it all just happens around me and I either throw a fit about it or roll with it. Most of the time, I pretty much do both since most of the time, I don't have a choice.

These lyrics are not my words, but they do speak on a particular point of view that I know is more for the good than the bad. Regardless, I'm still hopeful. I just really want to believe that with all that is said and done everything would work out in the end...no matter if it'll take a while for me to see it.

Lyrics:

I should be out in that driveway stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my cheek
And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
Like I usually do
And how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad

I can let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwing love away
Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad

That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad

That I don't feel bitter, alone
I just feel its time, its time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on

Yeah
Baby it's just I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad
No, I don't feel bad

http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rascal-flatts-lyrics/i-feel-bad-lyrics.html
http://redcrossggr.wordpress.com/2008/04/18/rascal-flatts-step-out-to-support-their-red-cross/
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