"Waiting For The End" - Linkin Park

It took one month, 1 week, 2 days, 11 hours, and 40 minutes for this song to finally sink in deep enough to not make me cry. I consider this progress even though it's painful. I consider myself progressing even though a part of me has been slowly dying since the night we drove through the crowded streets of Hollywood. There were so many people, so many things to see, but the only thing I noticed, sitting in the passenger seat, listening to Chester's voice and the lyrics that almost killed me, was that everything I knew for sure no longer held any certainty for me.
Since then it's been one foot in front of the other. One day ahead of another. And on and on I go.
Lyrics:
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empties within 'em
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empties within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)
http://www.metrolyrics.com/waiting-for-the-end-lyrics-linkin-park.html
www.fanpop.com/spots/linkin-park/images/14954...

It took one month, 1 week, 2 days, 11 hours, and 40 minutes for this song to finally sink in deep enough to not make me cry. I consider this progress even though it's painful. I consider myself progressing even though a part of me has been slowly dying since the night we drove through the crowded streets of Hollywood. There were so many people, so many things to see, but the only thing I noticed, sitting in the passenger seat, listening to Chester's voice and the lyrics that almost killed me, was that everything I knew for sure no longer held any certainty for me.
Since then it's been one foot in front of the other. One day ahead of another. And on and on I go.
Lyrics:
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empties within 'em
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empties within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)
http://www.metrolyrics.com/waiting-for-the-end-lyrics-linkin-park.html
www.fanpop.com/spots/linkin-park/images/14954...
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