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I Could, but I Don't Wanna

"Bitter" - Jill Sobule

I could feel a bit of bitterness within me so I'm posting this song to remind me that I may be in a rut now, but it won't last long. I don't want it to. Whatever it is I need, it'll come to me in due time. I'm just not out trying to find it. Not because I don't want to, but because I'm not really sure what it is I'm looking for. I don't want to overthink it. I don't want to work at anything besides being better to myself for myself. And I have to admit, I sorta kinda like being this way. A lot.

Lyrics:

I could slip, I could fall
In that mean and awful hall
With the other jealous bitches
And the bitter grumbling men

I could sneer, I could glare say that
life is so unfair And the one who
made it, made it cuz her breasts
were really big

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

I could bitch, I could moan
Say I want to be left alone
But that's not really true,
Because I like my time with you

Till you rant and you rave
Wishing fat folks to their grave
But I feel sorry for them
You say they get what they deserve

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

I don't wanna get jaded
Petrified and weighted
I don't wanna get bitter like you
Like you, with the darts in your eyes
Like you, with disdain for mankind
I was charmed, now I wonder

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to
So I'll smile with the rest
I'll wish everyone the best
And know the one who made it,
Made it cuz she was actually pretty good
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

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  1. Ashley RaeDecember 10, 2010 at 11:24 AM

    Bitterness is poison for only those who hold on to it.
    I don't see you that way at all! :)

    I heard Dreams by the Cranberries this morning and totally rocked out to it. I can't believe we're old like that! Haha. Thought you'd enjoy that. :) I wanted to include you on this trip down memory lane with songs that we both grew up to.

    Talk to ya soon! XxOo.

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