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Hi, Bye...

"Collide" - Howie Day

Hey Palm, thanks for dropping by. Wish you would at least say hi...

You know I couldn't be peppy for too long. I blame my head more than my heart. It still likes to play tricks on me. Some nights are harder than others. This is one of those nights. I'm still counting how long it's been since... I still think about everything that has happened and how different things would be now if nothing changed. I know as a person I'm better and, to me that means everything, but it doesn't mean that it's any easier. I lost a lot to gain this one thing back. Even if it is a pretty big thing.

I have to admit that I thought the holidays were going to eat me up inside, but surprisingly I didn't miss how it used to be...only the people I used to see. I received one very special Christmas card and read it occasionally. It always makes me smile. Please thank her for me. I'm not going to make this long, but I just want to say that I miss hearing the sound of my name being called by two precious voices that will always have my heart and I wish everyday that I could have them in my life...this alone will always be the worst part of last year. It makes it difficult to break up with more than just one relationship, but I'm used to challenges. So with that said, I hope things are well with you. I really do, but you don't have to tell me they are. I'll just assume it by your consistency thus far.

No worries, I'm fine. I have mine. And this is just my way of saying another, "Hello and goodbye."

Lyrics:

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/howieday/collide.html
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Howie-Day-Biography/F6AF0692C0CA6C3448256D43002ED9D4
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  1. 14January 28, 2011 at 7:57 AM

    palm?.....those 2 little voices still ask for u. Deep down, I hope they always do....

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  2. ToriBettyJanuary 28, 2011 at 10:33 AM

    For Palm Pre. I can see you even though you can't see me.

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