"Possibility" - Lykke Li
In less than an hour, my month officially begins. I almost wanted to wait before I posted Lykke Li, but something inside me said, "Look her up." I wanted something special to close out May and Lykke was just the thing. I first read about her in a magazine. I like her name. I like how it's pronounced with a "Lick." I like her spunk and her unusual style. She has a certain prettiness about her that called out to me, but I left it alone that night. I was too distracted to take it anywhere passed that. I never took it any further than her name.
The first song that appeared was Possibility. More than a hundred people liked it compared to her other songs so I clicked it and suddenly, before I could catch it...my heart fell apart all over again. I remember this song. I remembered watching the movie that brought it to life...or should I say, death? I remember watching Bella as she sat in her chair, staring out through the window, as each season changed before her. Her clothes changed, the view changed, the world changed, but she remained the same. Her pain remained the same. It was a long, drawn out scene as this song played in the background. So sad, so lonely, so true.
These last several months have been like this scene. Heartbreak is this scene. It's not knowing why anyone leaves... It's not knowing what could've been done differently so people can keep the promises they make. It's not knowing what'll happen next, if anything were to happen. It's not knowing whether or not it's even worth it anymore. It's not knowing why I write while you read and yet you do nothing, but read. The whole thing has been a long, drawn out scene.
Does it matter if I hate you now if it didn't matter just how much I loved you then? Does it matter that this will be the first birthday in almost 2 decades without a man by my side? Does it matter when it shouldn't matter?
Yes, it does.
Lyrics:
There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All I gonna get is gone with your step
All I gonna get is gone with your stare
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Know that when you leave
Know that when you leave
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my sigh is over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave.
By blood and by me, I follow your lead.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/newmoon/possibility.htm
http://www.thelineofbestfit.com/2011/04/lykke-li-sadness-is-a-blessing-gold-panda-remix/
In less than an hour, my month officially begins. I almost wanted to wait before I posted Lykke Li, but something inside me said, "Look her up." I wanted something special to close out May and Lykke was just the thing. I first read about her in a magazine. I like her name. I like how it's pronounced with a "Lick." I like her spunk and her unusual style. She has a certain prettiness about her that called out to me, but I left it alone that night. I was too distracted to take it anywhere passed that. I never took it any further than her name.
The first song that appeared was Possibility. More than a hundred people liked it compared to her other songs so I clicked it and suddenly, before I could catch it...my heart fell apart all over again. I remember this song. I remembered watching the movie that brought it to life...or should I say, death? I remember watching Bella as she sat in her chair, staring out through the window, as each season changed before her. Her clothes changed, the view changed, the world changed, but she remained the same. Her pain remained the same. It was a long, drawn out scene as this song played in the background. So sad, so lonely, so true.
These last several months have been like this scene. Heartbreak is this scene. It's not knowing why anyone leaves... It's not knowing what could've been done differently so people can keep the promises they make. It's not knowing what'll happen next, if anything were to happen. It's not knowing whether or not it's even worth it anymore. It's not knowing why I write while you read and yet you do nothing, but read. The whole thing has been a long, drawn out scene.
Does it matter if I hate you now if it didn't matter just how much I loved you then? Does it matter that this will be the first birthday in almost 2 decades without a man by my side? Does it matter when it shouldn't matter?
Yes, it does.
Lyrics:There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All I gonna get is gone with your step
All I gonna get is gone with your stare
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Know that when you leave
Know that when you leave
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my sigh is over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave.
By blood and by me, I follow your lead.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/newmoon/possibility.htm
http://www.thelineofbestfit.com/2011/04/lykke-li-sadness-is-a-blessing-gold-panda-remix/
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