Lasts

"My Last" - Big Sean feat. Chris Brown

A lot sure can change in 2 years. To think that this time around I'll be experiencing this convention as a "single" with 3 other couples is surreal for me. I'm excited, but this excitement stings a bit. Not because I'm technically alone, but because this just wasn't the original plan now was it? No, it wasn't.

I don't know what you're up to and frankly, I don't really care. I can't. There's really no point to it anymore. I can feel me moving on as you seem to have already done. If not emotionally, you did so physically. I guess I'm not wired that way. I don't need to do the deed to separate. It's not worth it and sadly, I had to learn the hard way. I don't want to rush through it or fall backwards to distract me from it. It's there, but I'm walking away from it. It no longer holds my attention. Loving me first took the lead and I'm following it.

Yet regardless of it all and how many more of these I end up going to, I'll always remember the first time. How could I forget? So much happened, so many surprises! And this by far, will always be one of my fondest memories with you. I have to admit it'll be bittersweet walking up and down the halls, looking at things I know you're still into; Looking at things I still want to get for you. I'll miss watching you without you knowing I'm watching you. I just loved seeing you so consumed with the art, books, movies, novelties, celebrities and not to mention comics galore. I enjoyed knowing I was there experiencing it with you. It's going to be so different being there now... Sigh, we sure had a good time then, didn't we? Ya, we sure did.

I guess you could say this is why I'm going back. I'm keeping my end of the bargain: To have more good times. I don't want to stand still for anyone when there's things to do, people to meet, and places to see. There's a whole world out there and it doesn't do me any good to sulk around in it stuck in here now does it? No, of course it doesn't. I have 3 full days ahead of me to spend with people who won't quit on me. I have no agenda, but I'm armed with a killer costume. And I might not know much about this stuff, but I know one thing. Unlike what I thought I had the last time, this time it will last.

Lyrics:

Hands up in the air
I just want the
I just want the baddest b*tch in the world
Right here on my lap

And Ima hit this drink up like it’s my last
Ima hit this night up like it’s my last
Ima Ima hit that a$$ up, like it’s my last (boi)
Swear Ima, swear Ima get it like
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all

Ok, now where that alcohol
You ain't even got to ask
Cause Ima drink it all like, like its my last
She a 7 in the face, but a 10 in the a$$
She even look better by the end of my glass
See I just walked in fresher than the shirts off in this muthf@$ka
Ima need a bad broad to twirk off in this muthaf@$ka
Ima go hard till it hurts off in this muthaf@$ka
Ima ball so you gotta work off in this muthaf@$ka
The work, and I can get you anything you want
I could, I could, I could put you on
See you look like Beyonce so do it like Beyon…
Do it like Beyonce and put it on Sean
Grind hard but a got a lot to show for it
Always had drive like I had to chauffeur it
My team’s so true we should get a camera crew
To follow us around and make a show for us

And Ima hit this drink up like it’s my last
Ima hit this night up like it’s my last
Ima Ima hit that a$$ up, like it’s my last (boi)
Swear Ima, swear Ima get it like
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all

Now, Ima fill this glass up like it’s my last
Ima do, do it, like its my last
Ima spend this cash up like it’s my last
And Ima make it last, like it’s my last
And I’m gone, can’t remember where I am
But she forget about her man when they tell her who I am
And they introduce my fan
Now she all up in space
All all up in my face like you remember who I am
Since I signed to Kan’, I’m Louie Vuitton shine
Up in Benny Han Han eating all the Wonton
Rose rose over a little Chandon
Put her hands down my pants now she rocking Sean John
Man I just ended up on everybody guest list
I’m just doing better than what everybody projected
Knew that I’d be here so if you asked me how I feel
Ima just tell you, its everything that I expected
Boi, boi

Hands up in the air
(One time for the West side, let me see them hands..)
Hands up in the air
(Two times if you love GOOD Music)
Hands up in the air
(And three times for the baddest chick in the World who got her hands up in the air)
Hands up in the air

And Ima hit this drink up like it’s my last
Ima hit this night up like it’s my last
Ima Ima hit that a$$ up, like it’s my last (boi)
Swear Ima, swear Ima get it like
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all

Big a$$ bottles, Big Ice buckets
I work too hard to be ballin’ on a budget
Me and my people do it big out in public cuz
Cuz if you don’t do it big, you ain't doing nothing

And Ima hit this drink up like it’s my last
Ima hit this night up like it’s my last
Ima Ima hit that a$$ up, like it’s my last (boi)
Swear Ima, swear Ima get it like
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all
Like I never had it at all all all all, all all all all

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