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"I'm Not Sorry" - Morrissey

People say I should just let it go. Don't blog about it because they'll know. I'm over it. Long, long gone and far from it. Regardless if at one point, I forgave it. It doesn't matter now so forget it. Pretend like it doesn't bother me so shake it off and look passed it. Bulldoze it to the ground and never uncover it.

Time and common sense heals heartbreaks so it seems like it makes no sense to mentally try to rewind back to it. Just keep going, going, going... But I'm not hanging onto it. I'm not hurting from it. I don't even resent them for taking so much of my time with it. At least not anymore. Things come and go. People come and go. You take it for what it is and it's ok to let it be and say, "Hello" every once and a while quietly.

So, sometimes I stop and allow myself to be human again. I hide in my own late night shell to revisit the past knowing that I don't need to bust open the whole memory box to remember any of it. Memories tend to tear away at my insides like a ferocious animal attempting to break free from its cage. I'm not trying to provoke it or sit back and convince it to stay trapped. I just wanted to throw a bone its way and give it permission to act out when things seem too good to be true.

Lyrics:

On returning
I can't believe this world is still turning
The pressure's on
Because the pleasure hasn't gone
And I'm
Not sorry for
For the things I've done
And I'm
Not looking for
Just anyone

On competing
Oh, when will this tired heart stop beating?
It's all a game
Existence is only a game
And I'm
Not sorry for
For the things I've done
And I'm
Not looking for
Just anyone

I'm
Slipping below the water line
I'm
Slipping below the water line
Reach for my hand
And, and the race is won
Reject my hand
And the damage is done

I'm
Slipping below the water line
I'm
Slipping below the water line

The woman of my dreams
She, she never came along
The woman of my dreams
Well, there never was one

And I'm
Not sorry for
For the things I've said
There's a wild man in my head
There's a wild man
In my head



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